Failing

Have you ever just freeze to ponder upon the frailty and wickedness of mankind?
I don't even mean the felonious group of people who commit great crimes,
I'm talking about real life people around us,
people we look up to, people we trust, people we cherish...
come to think about it, even we ourselves, are frail in mind and wicked in nature.
In the deepest corner of our hearts lie the most shameful sin and thoughts...
We're just like a feckless bunch of living creatures fretting about on the surface of the earth,
stumbling down and getting up again,
reaching the top of the mountain thinking we found the key to eternal stability,
and yet deep down within us gripping tightly to the fear of failing-
failing God, failing our family, failing ourselves.
*sigh*
God whispers
'Dear child, i never asked you to be perfect...
Failing has its definition the world created for itself.
I created you, and I know the desires of your heart, both the good ones and the bad ones.
going astray isn't failing, giving up is.
Whenever you take the forbidden route, it'll just draw us closer to each other, as long as you know how to come back.
Don't worry, I have sent the Comforter to guide you and lead you,
and My word will never fail you.
Be strong and of good courage. Enjoy every moment of your life IN ME and FOR ME.

I love you' 

Carissa's Pendown Thoughts